I really, really want to spend money

So I end up tricking my brain into not spending. I know it's the right thing but I hate it.

I really, really want to buy stuff. Not presents, not avocados out of season but things I don’t actually need like sequins, metallics, velvet, feathers and faux fur. 

I am apparently going through a glam-rock period. 

Thing is, I could afford to buy stuff (lifestyle creep is a thing) but I know if I buy something spontaneously, I’ll regret it later. That’…